I wonder

I wonder if I'm in the direction , 

life wants of me?? 

Blessings flow my way, even today,

yet, I wonder..

What? Why? You ask ;

I don't know. 

I don't know- really,

There's this uncertainty -

nudging away..
Maybe it's because, 
Everyone's so gracious to me!

I want to be worthy of their goodwill, trust-

each and every opportunity given me

Rise up to expectations-

That's responsibility, that's gratitude

But, I cannot stop wondering
I cannot reassure,
what I have no way of knowing-

Until time  come up with the answer!